I LOVE HIM!!!!

Raya... Raya... and Raya!!

Assalamualaikum...

Happy Eid everyone!

I'll bet there are still in the mood of "beraya" right? hehe

My Raya went well..

It was fun catching up with cousins and the rest of the family..

All the Othman's family get together again..

I love my big or not so big family.. They all are fun to hang out with...

there 's the picture of my big family celebrating Hari Raya at kampung..

Its a lot of people in one hose rite... :)

I collected a lot of 'duit raya'.. hehe..

even though I'm a big girl now but people still giving me..

It was fun and there was a big smile on my face upon receiving it... :))

On the morning of Hari Raya we ate the traditional hari raya cuisines which is,

ketupat, lemang, rendang and so much more..

My stomach was stuffed with ketupat all day long..

hmmm...

It's a full tank.. :P

Later, my family and I went to our closest relative's house..

We make the trips from house to house..

arghh.. It was tiring but fun to be with your family and enjoying every moment together..

Last but not least,

wishing all Muslims Selamat Hari Raya or Eid Mubarak!

Forgive me for all my wrongdoings..

Hope you'll have a blast of Raya..

-xoxo-

Nurul

Going back to College..

Assalamualaikum...

Hmmm.. I feel so lazy to go back to Bangi...I

It was not enough to be at home..

All of my assignments are not finish in time...

This is due to my poor of time management..

the resukt is I have to bear it myself...

Well, I'm going back tommorrow..

Hey, Its not that bad right..

I can a have a reunion with my friends... :)

Huh... I'm getting tired and sleepy...

Today I went to two invitations of open house..

It was tiring..

So I better get to my soft and comfy pillow... hehe

Gud nite...

sweet dreams... :)

-xoxo-

Nurul

Love is all that we need!!!

Assalamualaikum..

What is L.O.V.E??
According to the general definition of love,
it is the emotion of strong affection and personal attachment.

For me, Love is something that we need in our life.
It does not only for couples that were in love..
but, it also for relatives, parents and the most important is our love for Allah S.W.T.
I love my mum so much
more than I love myself..
my whom I call mama is a brave, hardworking, independent woman that I've ever met..
she have a petite figure, hazel shaped eye, and a fair skin.
She is everything to me..
Although she is very strict to me, but I understand that the reason she did that to train to become independent like her...
sometimes we don't agree with everything...
but that make our relationship become closer..
my mama is known for her generosity...
She will bought my cousin and I a tonnes of snack and food if we are hungry during that time..
I LOVE her more than anything in this whole wide world...

Ramadhan...

Assalamualaikum...

Ramadhan is a very important part of every Muslim's life.


It is the month of fasting before Hari Raya Aidilfitri celebration and we need to refrain ourselves from eating, drinking and talk bad about other people from dawn until sunset.
Fasting is also intended to teach us about patience and spirituality.
Ramadhan also a time of reflecting and believing to Allah.
We are expected to put more efforts into following the sunnah of Prophet Muhammad and to avoid obscene and irreligious sights and sounds..

This year I celebrate Ramadhan alone without my mum...

At first day of Ramadhan I cried because I miss her so much...
Furthermore, my pocket money was not enough.
luckily my friends helped me during I'm in needs..

I cooked a can of sardine to eat with rice..
then, my friends bought ice lemon tea for me..
I really appreciate their helps..

Now, it's been almost a month of Ramadhan..
I'm really excited to go back and celebrate Hari Raya Aidilfitri with my mum and relatives...

My Hero..

Assalamualaikum...

First of all, may ALLAH bless him..

My father whom I called Abah had passed away for about 9 years...

I MISS HIM SO MUCH..

He suffered from a lung cancer without my knowing.. I felt a little bit upset when I received the news that he had passed away..

my memories of him are strong...

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence,

Abah always back me up when I get scolded or disagree with my mum,

I would run to him..

He always comfort me, made me laugh and give me an advice..

"You shouldn't did that..mama scolded you because she love you"

I still remember those words..

And finally make me do just what my mama said

He would lift me high and carried me around when I'm crying of something.

I knew for sure that I was loved..

It will be a pleasure for me be if I could steal a final glance and a hug from him..

How I wish I could turn back times where I'm happily playing with him and do all the things that father and daughter would do..

But I have to accept the fact that he had left my mum and I forever..

Sometimes I felt jealous when I saw a little girl holding hands or go for a stray in the park with their dad..

Every night when I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream of..

What can I do is always recite him Al-fatihah and pray that Allah will bless his soul..

I will prove to him and granted my promises that I will study hard to achieve the best in my life..

I will take care of my mum exactly like he did before..

Thats my wish.

and I will fulfill it..

InsyaAllah..

Single File

I had a very few boyfriends. In fact I could count them on the fingers on one hand. I think, looking back that only man in my life was my late daddy whom I called Abah. The others are sort of not more than friends. I always muttering alone, “ I’m not really ready for a relationship.”

I have on many occasions, asked myself why this should be the case. Well, after I sort it out, there are several main reasons why I didn’t ever have much interest from boys.

1. I am painfully shy, Couple this with the fact that I will blush and go quiet with boys. If I liked someone, I will totally ignore them.

2. I set my sights too high and have tried to engineer, quite seriously, to go out with:

Cristiano Ronaldo

Keanu Reeves

Fahrin Ahmad

Josh Harnett

Josh Duhamel

and many but none of these men reciprocated my feelings. You might say we were never given a chance because we never met. Needless to say , there were wasn’t even a hint of a spark on every boys that I’ve met or go out with me.

3. I had, and still have a tendency to try too hard, putting a great deal of pressure on my potential date/boyfriend/husband. He must be someone that I can rely on.

   Lastly, I will find someone and get married with big wedding ceremony that attended by my family and friends.

My New Life..

My new Life... Why I named it like that.. Its because I've started my new life at KPTM,Bangi as a college student. I have a big culture shock when I first arrive here. I saw a girl smoking a cigarette, wearing a sexy outfit and many. So I thought the social life in city is totally different from the place I grew up. Nevertheless its still the same as long as you can take care of yourself well. My roomates are from Malacca and Gombak. They are cool nevertheless. I am happy to say that we really do get along together.
The orientation week was so tiring. But I love it so much. Met lots of people and they are amazingly friendly. Eventhough I'am the 'quiet' one in the group, I still have fun and enjoyed the orientation week. As a new student, I have just gone through my first month without my mum. I feel really homesick and my cash are'nt enough. These first few weeks are the most expensive, a few ringgits here and there can make all the difference. I have to save and spend my money wisely.