Love is all that we need!!!

Assalamualaikum..

What is L.O.V.E??
According to the general definition of love,
it is the emotion of strong affection and personal attachment.

For me, Love is something that we need in our life.
It does not only for couples that were in love..
but, it also for relatives, parents and the most important is our love for Allah S.W.T.
I love my mum so much
more than I love myself..
my whom I call mama is a brave, hardworking, independent woman that I've ever met..
she have a petite figure, hazel shaped eye, and a fair skin.
She is everything to me..
Although she is very strict to me, but I understand that the reason she did that to train to become independent like her...
sometimes we don't agree with everything...
but that make our relationship become closer..
my mama is known for her generosity...
She will bought my cousin and I a tonnes of snack and food if we are hungry during that time..
I LOVE her more than anything in this whole wide world...

Ramadhan...

Assalamualaikum...

Ramadhan is a very important part of every Muslim's life.


It is the month of fasting before Hari Raya Aidilfitri celebration and we need to refrain ourselves from eating, drinking and talk bad about other people from dawn until sunset.
Fasting is also intended to teach us about patience and spirituality.
Ramadhan also a time of reflecting and believing to Allah.
We are expected to put more efforts into following the sunnah of Prophet Muhammad and to avoid obscene and irreligious sights and sounds..

This year I celebrate Ramadhan alone without my mum...

At first day of Ramadhan I cried because I miss her so much...
Furthermore, my pocket money was not enough.
luckily my friends helped me during I'm in needs..

I cooked a can of sardine to eat with rice..
then, my friends bought ice lemon tea for me..
I really appreciate their helps..

Now, it's been almost a month of Ramadhan..
I'm really excited to go back and celebrate Hari Raya Aidilfitri with my mum and relatives...

My Hero..

Assalamualaikum...

First of all, may ALLAH bless him..

My father whom I called Abah had passed away for about 9 years...

I MISS HIM SO MUCH..

He suffered from a lung cancer without my knowing.. I felt a little bit upset when I received the news that he had passed away..

my memories of him are strong...

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence,

Abah always back me up when I get scolded or disagree with my mum,

I would run to him..

He always comfort me, made me laugh and give me an advice..

"You shouldn't did that..mama scolded you because she love you"

I still remember those words..

And finally make me do just what my mama said

He would lift me high and carried me around when I'm crying of something.

I knew for sure that I was loved..

It will be a pleasure for me be if I could steal a final glance and a hug from him..

How I wish I could turn back times where I'm happily playing with him and do all the things that father and daughter would do..

But I have to accept the fact that he had left my mum and I forever..

Sometimes I felt jealous when I saw a little girl holding hands or go for a stray in the park with their dad..

Every night when I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream of..

What can I do is always recite him Al-fatihah and pray that Allah will bless his soul..

I will prove to him and granted my promises that I will study hard to achieve the best in my life..

I will take care of my mum exactly like he did before..

Thats my wish.

and I will fulfill it..

InsyaAllah..

Single File

I had a very few boyfriends. In fact I could count them on the fingers on one hand. I think, looking back that only man in my life was my late daddy whom I called Abah. The others are sort of not more than friends. I always muttering alone, “ I’m not really ready for a relationship.”

I have on many occasions, asked myself why this should be the case. Well, after I sort it out, there are several main reasons why I didn’t ever have much interest from boys.

1. I am painfully shy, Couple this with the fact that I will blush and go quiet with boys. If I liked someone, I will totally ignore them.

2. I set my sights too high and have tried to engineer, quite seriously, to go out with:

Cristiano Ronaldo

Keanu Reeves

Fahrin Ahmad

Josh Harnett

Josh Duhamel

and many but none of these men reciprocated my feelings. You might say we were never given a chance because we never met. Needless to say , there were wasn’t even a hint of a spark on every boys that I’ve met or go out with me.

3. I had, and still have a tendency to try too hard, putting a great deal of pressure on my potential date/boyfriend/husband. He must be someone that I can rely on.

   Lastly, I will find someone and get married with big wedding ceremony that attended by my family and friends.